I know now.

I'm just sitting around.
Lost in your eyes.
Your presence, your scent.
You shift closer, almost hardly.
And touch my hand with yours.

***

You stand close to me.
Protectively.
I shower in this ecstasy.
You squeeze my hand.
I squeeze back.

***

Lost in every word you say.
My heart beats in unison.
With your deep breathing.
I can't see anything else.
When you're next to me.

***

I like him.
Everything about him.
It races through my mind.
"I love you so much."
He whispers out loud.

***

I love him.
Everything about him.
How our fingers fit perfectly.
Between eachothers.
And how I can fly in his presence.

***

I feel like lead without him there.
I can't breathe straight.
I'm half of myself.
But I understand…
I understand everything.