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When you call me names.
I shrug and shake it off.
As if it doesn't matter.
"Selfish bitch."
"Lazy cow."
It's like you're cutting me.
I pretend not to care.
Because saying so would only provoke more.
And when you say I talk too much.
When Mother, Father call me slack.
Because I speak realistically.
Cynically, rudely, hatefully.
I'm holding back so much more.
So much more to hurt and hinder.
I don't want to speak wrongly.
But I can't sit still with silence.
I'm speaking out.
Because I'm afraid.
That what I am just brings you shame.
Some of you have been beside me
For long before I remember.
Others just a few years.
But I'm afraid you've had enough.
You've given up.
And that part of me.
That you all hate.
That I hate.
Says "I don't care."
"Just walk away."
While the silence screams.
Don't leave me here.
I shrug and shake it off.
As if it doesn't matter.
"Selfish bitch."
"Lazy cow."
It's like you're cutting me.
I pretend not to care.
Because saying so would only provoke more.
And when you say I talk too much.
When Mother, Father call me slack.
Because I speak realistically.
Cynically, rudely, hatefully.
I'm holding back so much more.
So much more to hurt and hinder.
I don't want to speak wrongly.
But I can't sit still with silence.
I'm speaking out.
Because I'm afraid.
That what I am just brings you shame.
Some of you have been beside me
For long before I remember.
Others just a few years.
But I'm afraid you've had enough.
You've given up.
And that part of me.
That you all hate.
That I hate.
Says "I don't care."
"Just walk away."
While the silence screams.
Don't leave me here.
If I feel alone, I turn to my friends.
If I feel angry, I turn to my friends.
Not because I am a bad person, but because I have nowhere else to turn.
I may be a child, but I don't hit below the belt, I don't bring up things to purposely hurt others, I don't always act like a child!
Theo your a dick, I'm mature enough not to hit you, but next time you wont be so lucky. It's a joke to you but not to me, what you said hurt...
Anyway, this is actually more focused on my closer friends, people I trust. I may act like a bitch but you have no idea how hard I fight not to bitch more.
STOP! You can not steal this!
If I feel angry, I turn to my friends.
Not because I am a bad person, but because I have nowhere else to turn.
I may be a child, but I don't hit below the belt, I don't bring up things to purposely hurt others, I don't always act like a child!
Theo your a dick, I'm mature enough not to hit you, but next time you wont be so lucky. It's a joke to you but not to me, what you said hurt...
Anyway, this is actually more focused on my closer friends, people I trust. I may act like a bitch but you have no idea how hard I fight not to bitch more.
STOP! You can not steal this!
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